Popping the Blogging Cherry.

Blogging; I can’t really tell why I’m doing this, it always sacred the shit out of me before. I’m worried that somehow, someone I know will find out it’s me, and use the random shit I write down as a way to fuck me up in the future.




Maybe this is why people say I’m paranoid?



Maybe why I’m doing this is just to copy a friend who I admire so much? Subconsciously, maybe I think this will make me a braver person; like her. I act brave, but I’m really not, she knows it, my other best friends know it, and I know it.



Now that I think about it, blogging is away I can trick myself into thinking I’m extroverted. I’m really not, but by writing down what I’m really thinking about and putting it on the World Wide Web; it sort of means I’m telling people how I feel. Though I’m sure no one will really read this, especially such a green post.



Now that I’m partially the way through this post, I think I’ve figured out another reason why I never blogged before; it was always-for me at least- associated with ‘emo-kids’.



Well you know what?



I do shave my legs! And if I had a little sister, I’m pretty damn sure I would steal her jeans if I would fit into them! I wear makeup on my face, and I use to have paint on my nails (actually I get paint on my nails every Tuesday... that’s when my painting class is)!



I don’t think I look like a ‘dyke’ though.



I. AM. NOT. BASHING. GAYS.



Damn, it’s seven in the morning; which would be less surprising, had I slept at all.


Well, I'm done for now; this will probably get old for me in about two weeks. Then again; who knows? Maybe having  something I can get to at almost any point in time, as long as I have my computer with me, will inspire me to write more?

Time to go play some Pokemon.

Pokemon, Pokemon, Pokemon; let's do it!

Edit: my basement KILLS cell phones, enter at your own risk! >=[